02 August,2021 08:28 AM IST | Mumbai | Anindita Paul
Ritu Gorai
The early days of the lockdown last year were welcomed as a refreshing change by many, who viewed this as a much-needed opportunity to spend quality time at home with their loved ones. However, as time has worn on, that enthusiasm has given way to frustration and feelings of suffocation. "Several households are beginning to experience a family burnout or togetherness fatigue, which can strain relationships. This condition is typified by the three Es of Emotional and physical exhaustion, Executive dysfunction (or an inability to fulfil basic tasks) and Easy annoyance," explains counselling psychologist Namrata Jain. She adds that parents, especially, have struggled to cope with the added strain of online schooling and around-the-clock childcare. Single working parents have also been deprived of time for self-care. "Months of quarantining have proved stressful even for romantic relationships. Many of my clients are either taking or planning solo vacations or staycations within the city. Meditation seminars are also popular among those seeking solace in solitude," she adds.
Namrata Jain, Dr Sagar Mundada
The human mind does not respond well to monotony, says Dr Sagar Mundada, a psychiatrist at Health Spring. "No matter how important the work you are doing is, too much of the same thing can negatively affect your mental wellbeing. Spending time by yourself, especially in locations that are close to nature, can spark creativity, leave you energised, and help you to relax. I've found that those who took off for a sabbatical have reported an increase in their productivity and an improvement in the quality of their relationship with their families," he adds. Even if you can't take off on a vacation, he emphasises the importance of setting aside some physical space and time in the day to focus solely on yourself. "Build this into your daily routine for at least a week as a non-negotiable and you will find that your family too becomes more respectful and comfortable with the concept," he says.
Mid-day readers who took the step to focus on themselves share their experience.
As a single parent, the lockdown was especially difficult for me. Having never travelled alone, the thought didn't even occur to me until an unlikely sequence of events saw me alone at home, with my daughter Sara at my parents' place. Knowing that I would never have this time to myself, I made a 10-day trip to Hampi, Karnataka, by myself. It was transformational. Dealing with the unknown and learning to adapt every step of the way forced me to tap into my inner reserves of resourcefulness and resilience. I came back much stronger, calmer and reinvigorated.
During the lockdown, my teenage son was home with me after many years. We'd also experienced a bereavement in the family. Even though it's only the two of us who share our home, it was a very trying time for both. I desperately wanted a change. So, for my birthday, I booked myself a four-day stay at a healing centre at Auroville. Replacing the bustle of the city with the crashing of the waves, and chatter with self-talk proved to be an emotionally restorative experience and gave me the chance to reset emotionally.
After spending more than a year locked in with my family, I was desperate for a break. I decided to take advantage of the WFH arrangement and headed to Himachal Pradesh, where I spent four months. Even though we were locked down there, being close to nature gave me the mental space to think freely and come back recharged. I've never lived away from my family before and had travelled alone only for work in the past. In that sense, this trip was a great experience that helped me to grow and discover myself, as a person. Since then, I've found that my bond with my family has grown stronger. It's often said that you can't pour from an empty cup - I'm now able to bring my best self to those I love.
Although I am typically quite calm and collected as a person, the extended lockdown was emotionally draining. Frustrations began to mount and I found myself longing for some me-time. Going out wasn't an option given the current situation; I wanted to be especially mindful of not exposing the older members of my family to the risk of infection. Instead, I booked a stay in a city hotel for a few days, to give myself the physical and mental space to decompress. It helped to clear my mind. On a few occasions, I booked staycations with close friends when I was keen to socialise while being conscious about safety concerns.
